YOU!!!
WHY did you tell me so much??
WHY did you made me to think back??
WHY did you made me frustrated again??
WHY did you say you loved me??
WHY did you made me give you promises I shouldn't give??
WHY don't you just forget me and move on??
And YOU!!!
WHY did you too tell me so much??
WHY didn't you stop me when I ask you to tell me more??
And YOU TWO!!!
WHY did you tell me not to listen to what he's saying??
WHY did you leave us alone??
WHY didn't you stop us??
WHY didn't you tell me about what he told you??
WHY did you ask me to ignore him??
WHY WHY WHY???!!!
Now I'm the one spinning around like a douche...
DAMMIT!!!
My eyes and nose are numbed already
Please anyone, who can stop this drama going on???
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Introducing Me
I'm good at wasting time
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you're not asking
But I'm trying to grow a moustache
I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name
If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, slightly amusing
Introducing me
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
La la la la
La la la la la la la la, da
I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word "dude"
As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I've never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And checks with lots of zeros on 'em
I love the sound of violins
And making someone smile
If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, possibly amusing
Introducing me
Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to
So be careful when you ask next time
So if you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, hopefully amusing
Introducing me
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo doo doo
Introducing me
(By: Nick Jonas)
Country style song
Sweet and nice ^^
If by any chance you are a Camp Rock fan
Please do watch Camp Rock II: The Final Jam
Many are not in Pontian
(Oh I miss my boss....T~T)
Dear friends, do come out at New Year
It's time for us fellow ex-Science students to gather together again
And of course to my ex-Account friends too
Chernyss Toh Wansi~~~Hurry Back Please~~~SOS-ing here!!!
After New Year, it's time to work
No more dilly dally again
Quickly get my license
Quickly go for interview
And work sensibly until the results are out
This is the only thing I want now.
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you're not asking
But I'm trying to grow a moustache
I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name
If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, slightly amusing
Introducing me
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
La la la la
La la la la la la la la, da
I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word "dude"
As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I've never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And checks with lots of zeros on 'em
I love the sound of violins
And making someone smile
If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, possibly amusing
Introducing me
Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to
So be careful when you ask next time
So if you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, hopefully amusing
Introducing me
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo doo doo
Introducing me
(By: Nick Jonas)
Country style song
Sweet and nice ^^
If by any chance you are a Camp Rock fan
Please do watch Camp Rock II: The Final Jam
Many are not in Pontian
(Oh I miss my boss....T~T)
Dear friends, do come out at New Year
It's time for us fellow ex-Science students to gather together again
And of course to my ex-Account friends too
Chernyss Toh Wansi~~~Hurry Back Please~~~SOS-ing here!!!
After New Year, it's time to work
No more dilly dally again
Quickly get my license
Quickly go for interview
And work sensibly until the results are out
This is the only thing I want now.
Monday, January 24, 2011
看图说故事
最近的身材状况
Facebook没有东西看的时候
想到房间的tilam布还没换
一整天的精神状态
看到扫把抹布时...........
连看Pokemon的时候都会出现的............
脚一直被蚊子叮 >.<
咳嗽啦~~~~!!!
爬上爬下之后...........
跟朋友出去玩~~~~~！！
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Despair
A birthday dinner..
Couldn't we just have it in peace?
What for if no one had the mood for celebration?
It was supposed to be a happy situation
But seems to me like no one intended to have this dinner
A happy family before
Why did it turned out like this?
Misunderstandings is inevitable
But shouldn't we all just be more considerate?
I really loathe people talking other people behind their back
Even if they are my closest people by relations
And now I wonder
How will the New Year turn out to be this year?
And my damn phone~~!
What the hell is with you~~?
Did you bear a grudge with me in your before lives??
Why did you treat me like this??
OMO =.=
HANDPHONE HANDPHONE HANDPHONE
I wonder if Goli can post it with Pos Laju...>.<
Couldn't we just have it in peace?
What for if no one had the mood for celebration?
It was supposed to be a happy situation
But seems to me like no one intended to have this dinner
A happy family before
Why did it turned out like this?
Misunderstandings is inevitable
But shouldn't we all just be more considerate?
I really loathe people talking other people behind their back
Even if they are my closest people by relations
And now I wonder
How will the New Year turn out to be this year?
And my damn phone~~!
What the hell is with you~~?
Did you bear a grudge with me in your before lives??
Why did you treat me like this??
OMO =.=
HANDPHONE HANDPHONE HANDPHONE
I wonder if Goli can post it with Pos Laju...>.<
Friday, January 21, 2011
Hate
I hate myself for fooling myself
I hate myself for losing control
I hate myself for not being careful
I hate myself for my chained freedom
I hate myself for my lesser contributions
I hate myself for not understanding
But, I love myself for what I am
Alas, about something reminded
3 wishes I granted
When the time comes
Thee must make careful choices
As no returns shall be given when the desires are spoken
Even if thy wishes anything unreasonable
I will keep my promises
And try to fulfill it with my out most strength
Choose well. Think well.
I hate myself for losing control
I hate myself for not being careful
I hate myself for my chained freedom
I hate myself for my lesser contributions
I hate myself for not understanding
But, I love myself for what I am
Alas, about something reminded
3 wishes I granted
When the time comes
Thee must make careful choices
As no returns shall be given when the desires are spoken
Even if thy wishes anything unreasonable
I will keep my promises
And try to fulfill it with my out most strength
Choose well. Think well.
This.....
1.你敢不敢在她发脾气骂你滚开时候紧紧的抱住她？
2.你敢不敢为她努力，把自己变的成熟稳重优秀，然后一如既往的爱她？
3.你敢不敢有点儿长性，别得到了就不珍惜，若即若离你才得劲儿？
4.你敢不敢经常抱抱她亲亲她，让她觉得她在你眼里总是可爱，觉得你一直喜欢她需要她？
5.你能不能记住你们的每一个纪念日，记住今天是在一起的第几天？
6.你能不能在她无理取闹胡思乱想的时候，给她足够的安全感，不会对她不耐烦？
7.你能不能时刻都牵着她的手，无论是过马路逛公园，或是在朋友师长面前？
8.你能不能细心的记住她说的话，留意她喜欢的东西，保管她送你的礼物？
9.你能不能不欺骗她，不冷落她，不忽略她？
10.你能不能为她24小时开机，在她做噩梦的晚上有人可以哄她睡觉？
11.你能不能不只把她当花瓶，有心事会对她说，有决定也会找她商量？
12.你能不能不再大手大脚，只为了攒下钱带她去吃好吃的，去想去的地方？
13.你会不会在争吵后主动道歉，哪怕她错，你也不忍心责怪？
14.你会不会打心底认为她是天底下最好的女孩，一旦拥有别无所求？
15.你会不会在她生病时领她去打针，然后看她害怕的憋红的眼睛，紧紧的抓住她的手抱着她？
16.你会不会‘不小心’就记得她爱吃的、她不爱吃的，她对什么过敏她害怕什么虫子？
17.你会不会带她去看新上映的电影，在她手里塞上一个冰激凌，然后她笑你笑，她哭你哄？
你敢在公众面前说“我爱你”吗?
你敢在FB/MSN个人签名档里写“我爱你”吗?
你敢在给所有人看的博客里留下你给她的情书吗?
你会在她哭泣的时候抱着她吗?
你会在谈起你们的未来时信心十足的样子吗?
你会给她写谁也看不懂只有她懂的温柔句子吗?
你会温柔的叫她宝宝吗?
你会在她看到某个东西不舍的眼光时想到偷偷买下它,送给她吗?
你会为了她偷偷的去挣一点钱,只是为了给她买一份礼物吗?
你会坚定的爱她吗?
如果可以，这样就好。。
What I Ever Needed Is Just this...That's All...
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Nice DAY
Went to Mr. Egg today
Saw two best friends over there LOL
Xiao and Alvin~~~~(OMG!!)
Just feel strange inside
Told Xiao and she asked me why
But I just couldn't say it clearly
XD
And since we're in Mr. Egg
We sang of course!
And a lot~~
But just felt a bit embarrassed 'cause there are two friends working out there
Condition error today my throat..= =
And after a 'soothing throat massage'
It's time for shopping!
And of course I didn't do the shopping at all
The two ladies going with me did all XD
I'm quite the 'bank' instead >.<
Well, a dinner in KFC
Then I'm off to the other spot
The new bar I haven't been to~
酒点半
Lil Bro is working there
And I thought it's time I go to give him my support
Quite nice the ambience there
And I had a mouth of beer Law dranked
Named Savannah what...(forgot = =)
Ah, whatever
And the grape ice blended
Nice~~But can't finish it
But never mind, it's not me settling the bill~~151
And Hot showed me her plan
Maid Latte'
I'm really interested in it
Perhaps I can consider opening the concept cafe' with her
It will have a nice business here in Pontian
As it is quite an impact
The one we've gone to the last time is quite........
Well, I think you understood me, heheh
RM20000....
I should start saving right now.....
Saw two best friends over there LOL
Xiao and Alvin~~~~(OMG!!)
Just feel strange inside
Told Xiao and she asked me why
But I just couldn't say it clearly
XD
And since we're in Mr. Egg
We sang of course!
And a lot~~
But just felt a bit embarrassed 'cause there are two friends working out there
Condition error today my throat..= =
And after a 'soothing throat massage'
It's time for shopping!
And of course I didn't do the shopping at all
The two ladies going with me did all XD
I'm quite the 'bank' instead >.<
Well, a dinner in KFC
Then I'm off to the other spot
The new bar I haven't been to~
酒点半
Lil Bro is working there
And I thought it's time I go to give him my support
Quite nice the ambience there
And I had a mouth of beer Law dranked
Named Savannah what...(forgot = =)
Ah, whatever
And the grape ice blended
Nice~~But can't finish it
But never mind, it's not me settling the bill~~151
And Hot showed me her plan
Maid Latte'
I'm really interested in it
Perhaps I can consider opening the concept cafe' with her
It will have a nice business here in Pontian
As it is quite an impact
The one we've gone to the last time is quite........
Well, I think you understood me, heheh
RM20000....
I should start saving right now.....
Concern
A sudden concern in my heart..
It shouldn't be like this..
A sudden question popped in front of me
And shockingly I don't know how to answer it
Many asked the same question
And I thought I can answer it well
But obviously I don't
A friend braced me up
And helped me clear up my thoughts
Huge discoveries and conclusions I've made:
There are many things that I still don't understand about him
Every time I thought that I knew him too well
But in fact, I didn't..
I realized that I'm a heavy burden to him
I depended too much on him
And never thought out for him
All this time I didn't do anything right
And break his heart at all times..
And what he needs now, is not me
I alway thought that I know myself
And I also thought highly of myself too much
I don't deserve anything from him
His future is bright, I can see it
And I'm an obstacle to his future
It's time to wake up..
It's a dream that shouldn't exist right now..
It shouldn't be like this..
A sudden question popped in front of me
And shockingly I don't know how to answer it
Many asked the same question
And I thought I can answer it well
But obviously I don't
A friend braced me up
And helped me clear up my thoughts
Huge discoveries and conclusions I've made:
There are many things that I still don't understand about him
Every time I thought that I knew him too well
But in fact, I didn't..
I realized that I'm a heavy burden to him
I depended too much on him
And never thought out for him
All this time I didn't do anything right
And break his heart at all times..
And what he needs now, is not me
I alway thought that I know myself
And I also thought highly of myself too much
I don't deserve anything from him
His future is bright, I can see it
And I'm an obstacle to his future
It's time to wake up..
It's a dream that shouldn't exist right now..
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Tired Day Today =.=
GYM!!
Finally I went~
Quite fun and excited~
Let out a lot of things during the workout
And now I'm quite relaxed
Wonder when we will go again..
Alas, THE maid cafe'
Everything in there is Kaichou Wa Maid-sama~~!!
Takumi-san!! I like!!
Hot-chan!! Remember Remember!!
Reserve me as your shareholder if you're really opening a shop~~!!
XD
Friday
Going back to school
SDAHA, I missed the feeling running in the field XD
Need to go back to the library to settle some things
Wonder who will become the library's next president....= =
Have to bring some lokam there also..
How much will I need?
Dear SUPRA shoes~~come-to-me~~XD
I need you for New Year~~
And my LG hp~~I'm waiting~~!!
I know I will finally have a good night sleep tonight..
And since I've said it, I know I will..
Finally I went~
Quite fun and excited~
Let out a lot of things during the workout
And now I'm quite relaxed
Wonder when we will go again..
Alas, THE maid cafe'
Everything in there is Kaichou Wa Maid-sama~~!!
Takumi-san!! I like!!
Hot-chan!! Remember Remember!!
Reserve me as your shareholder if you're really opening a shop~~!!
XD
Friday
Going back to school
SDAHA, I missed the feeling running in the field XD
Need to go back to the library to settle some things
Wonder who will become the library's next president....= =
Have to bring some lokam there also..
How much will I need?
Dear SUPRA shoes~~come-to-me~~XD
I need you for New Year~~
And my LG hp~~I'm waiting~~!!
I know I will finally have a good night sleep tonight..
And since I've said it, I know I will..
Monday, January 17, 2011
Boring~~!
Boring lifestyle
Boring routine
Sleep, eat, sleep, eat and still sleep, eat
What am I? A pig? =.=
Thought that I will gain more freedom after the exam
But I guessed not
Heheh =.=
Trying to lose some weight here~~
Any advices????
Hoped I was selected for the NS
Why I'm NOT???
Chernyss Toh WHERE R U???
I MISSED U!!! >.<
I want to get my license as quick as I can
So I can go 'roam' the 'world' myself
Friends are waiting
Drinks are waiting
I want to be FREE!!! >.<
Saw that twice
And had NO feeling at all
What a cold-hearted person I am
So ugly by the heart......@@
Boring routine
Sleep, eat, sleep, eat and still sleep, eat
What am I? A pig? =.=
Thought that I will gain more freedom after the exam
But I guessed not
Heheh =.=
Trying to lose some weight here~~
Any advices????
Hoped I was selected for the NS
Why I'm NOT???
Chernyss Toh WHERE R U???
I MISSED U!!! >.<
I want to get my license as quick as I can
So I can go 'roam' the 'world' myself
Friends are waiting
Drinks are waiting
I want to be FREE!!! >.<
Saw that twice
And had NO feeling at all
What a cold-hearted person I am
So ugly by the heart......@@
Juz Like Me..
双子女
她是带点憨厚的聪明，带点自以为是的狡黠。乐于接受新奇刺激的东西，但不会轻易尝试。怎么说呢，思想开放，行为相对保守些。思维很快但不精明，宽容，很有同情心。有道德底线，爱欣赏美男，但内心很专情。
早熟，颓废面具下较天真，喜好刺激，恋旧情，还算洒脱。
小结：认识不少双子女，都比较伶俐，敏感，照顾别人感受，宽容，爱自由，对待感情认真，情伤后倾向于生活糜烂一段时间，凡事也挺想得开。生活态度比较好。 也倾向于表现出自以为是，倔强的性格。ps，我觉得对双子女好一分，她感受到你的真心，就会回报三分（限友情），起码让你感觉比你对她付出的要多。
总结：双子注定是矛盾的，但他/她并不复杂，就像一个孩子拿了俩面具在和你玩。他乐观的面具下其实是很害怕受伤害的，一旦爱上你了就希望你完全是他的，所 以就会付出整个心。我从心底喜欢双子，他们承受了很多在心深处，表面却总是带给人欢笑。其实是个很可爱的星座~
她是带点憨厚的聪明，带点自以为是的狡黠。乐于接受新奇刺激的东西，但不会轻易尝试。怎么说呢，思想开放，行为相对保守些。思维很快但不精明，宽容，很有同情心。有道德底线，爱欣赏美男，但内心很专情。
早熟，颓废面具下较天真，喜好刺激，恋旧情，还算洒脱。
总结：双子注定是矛盾的，但他/她并不复杂，就像一个孩子拿了俩面具在和你玩。他乐观的面具下其实是很害怕受伤害的，一旦爱上你了就希望你完全是他的，所 以就会付出整个心。我从心底喜欢双子，他们承受了很多在心深处，表面却总是带给人欢笑。其实是个很可爱的星座~
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Blabber
Here I go again...
Blabbering here and there
What am I thinking about right now?
I don't know...
Really...
A quick decision, just like a band-aid
Painful, but not for long
I know time will heal everything up
I just hope what I've done did us all good
Walk 3 by 3 in a cramped road is not a good idea
I wonder why did I accepted it before...
Now,
I'm just concerned about my studies
Further studies to KL!
I will try as hard as I can to fulfill my dream
Make every chance to convince mum and dad especially
Try to come back in two weeks a time or so
And change myself
I will not always be the silly girl like that
I learned things
Things that made me grow up
Psychology
This will be what I'm majoring
5 credits
I know I can get to the standard
PTPTN
Shall wait until my results comes out
Maybe some extra Korean language lessons if I can cope
Going to Korea when I'm 21 ( my ultimate goal!!! )
Well,
Enough time for blabbering
Time to make myself useful
WIKIPEDIA, HERE I COME!
Blabbering here and there
What am I thinking about right now?
I don't know...
Really...
A quick decision, just like a band-aid
Painful, but not for long
I know time will heal everything up
I just hope what I've done did us all good
Walk 3 by 3 in a cramped road is not a good idea
I wonder why did I accepted it before...
Now,
I'm just concerned about my studies
Further studies to KL!
I will try as hard as I can to fulfill my dream
Make every chance to convince mum and dad especially
Try to come back in two weeks a time or so
And change myself
I will not always be the silly girl like that
I learned things
Things that made me grow up
Psychology
This will be what I'm majoring
5 credits
I know I can get to the standard
PTPTN
Shall wait until my results comes out
Maybe some extra Korean language lessons if I can cope
Going to Korea when I'm 21 ( my ultimate goal!!! )
Well,
Enough time for blabbering
Time to make myself useful
WIKIPEDIA, HERE I COME!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Listen
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won’t listen
Listen
I am alone at the crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screamin' out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at the crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own, my own
Beyonce Knowles-Listen
Album:Listen
Very nice song
Sang out my thoughts.
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won’t listen
Listen
I am alone at the crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screamin' out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at the crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own, my own
Beyonce Knowles-Listen
Album:Listen
Very nice song
Sang out my thoughts.
Undo
So, he's single?
Wow.
I'm t-o-t-a-l-l-y speechless
Then what am I?
What is she?
Okay
I have nothing to say
Single is good, eh?
LOL
"你在后面就好了...不用陪我了..."
A message I saw only when I turned on my mobile phone
(Stupid battery >.<)
My battery was flat since we reached KL
What can I say??
I never knew about the message
Did I do anything wrong?
I hate the look in your eyes
There's disgust in it
Like you never ever wanted to see me again
I hate myself for learning psychology on my own
Now I know every kind of expressions you made towards me
Hahaha~~
Dug my own grave I see??
A right path I choose to learn psychology?
HA!
A right path I choose to learn psychology?
HA!
Justin Rice.
伟大的英雄
为了保护弟弟而放弃自己的生存机会
希望你在天堂能过得很好。
Monday, January 10, 2011
虚脱
终于
去完云顶回来了
晚上的时候很爽
一大班人躲在房间讲话
靠在他身上大笑
超温暖 比家人还温暖
那我为什么还要虚脱？
我也不知道
只知道现在很累很累
很想睡觉
睡很久很久的觉
希望醒来了就没事了
昨晚
不知道为什么会带着很激动的心情入睡
心跳很快 很快
我到底在烦恼什么？
Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.
But I keep finding trouble trouble and made myself troubled
Many outsmart me
It was never me that outsmart the others
Now only I realized how childish my thoughts were
I'm not a brilliant kid
But I have my own thoughts
And people push aside every thoughts I have
Obstructions made me weaker and weaker
Made me nearly defenseless
Made me lost track of what I've wanted
Made me easily influenced by others
No one ever listens
No one ever know what is on my mind
Even the one that is closest to me
In everything
My journey is mine to complete
Those17 years I lived on will not be made into farce
My years of adolescence passed physically but not mentally
Plans are what I need
I must be more mentally matured
And that will be what I need
For now, and for my future.
CROSSROADS IN LIVES DOES NOT GO BY TRAFFIC LIGHTS.
去完云顶回来了
晚上的时候很爽
一大班人躲在房间讲话
靠在他身上大笑
超温暖 比家人还温暖
那我为什么还要虚脱？
我也不知道
只知道现在很累很累
很想睡觉
睡很久很久的觉
希望醒来了就没事了
昨晚
不知道为什么会带着很激动的心情入睡
心跳很快 很快
我到底在烦恼什么？
Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.
But I keep finding trouble trouble and made myself troubled
Many outsmart me
It was never me that outsmart the others
Now only I realized how childish my thoughts were
I'm not a brilliant kid
But I have my own thoughts
And people push aside every thoughts I have
Obstructions made me weaker and weaker
Made me nearly defenseless
Made me lost track of what I've wanted
Made me easily influenced by others
No one ever listens
No one ever know what is on my mind
Even the one that is closest to me
In everything
My journey is mine to complete
Those17 years I lived on will not be made into farce
My years of adolescence passed physically but not mentally
Plans are what I need
I must be more mentally matured
And that will be what I need
For now, and for my future.
CROSSROADS IN LIVES DOES NOT GO BY TRAFFIC LIGHTS.
Friday, January 7, 2011
疙瘩
一直觉得我跟他之间有一个疙瘩 是我的错觉吗？
真的很希望可以光明正大的做每件事
有那么困难吗？
想好好地把心里的话说出来
有人愿意听吗？
心里面承受的压力越来越大
有人帮忙支撑吗？
死了很多脑细胞的一天
我离精神崩溃越来越靠近了吧？
累了...
很想撞墙...
很久没有看过自己的拳头红红了...
呵呵呵...又在做白痴了...
以前的我是一个大傻瓜...
现在还是一样吗...？
在大人眼里是一个长不大的小孩
在情人眼里是一个不守信用的人
所以总结起来
我在大家眼里......是废物吧？
很怀念在学校读书的日子..............
真的很希望可以光明正大的做每件事
有那么困难吗？
想好好地把心里的话说出来
有人愿意听吗？
心里面承受的压力越来越大
有人帮忙支撑吗？
死了很多脑细胞的一天
我离精神崩溃越来越靠近了吧？
累了...
很想撞墙...
很久没有看过自己的拳头红红了...
呵呵呵...又在做白痴了...
以前的我是一个大傻瓜...
现在还是一样吗...？
在大人眼里是一个长不大的小孩
在情人眼里是一个不守信用的人
所以总结起来
我在大家眼里......是废物吧？
很怀念在学校读书的日子..............
Sunday, January 2, 2011
时间
没空没空没空！
开始做工了
时间不像以前那么充裕了
而且也要开始学车了
很好！可以自己握方向盘到处跑！XD
昨天跟他出去吃pizzahut
他拿薪水后请的第一餐
超~~~~~~~~~~久没有吃了
蘑菇汤没有蘑菇
pizza的味道跟以前不一样
去吃的时候
碰到在做工的Nadhirah
她说pizza要起价了 1月4日生效
真是hengcai~~昨晚就去吃掉了~~哈哈哈~~
染了头毛
颜色不上
SHIT!
我的头毛有很黑咩??
明明都有一点点褐色嘛
为什么上不到??
F***
最近忽然发现
大姐跟爸爸不一样
爸爸喜欢没有放糖的kopi-o
大姐喜欢放很多糖的kopi-o
大姐说 不然为什么会说是私生的 XD
我要驾驾驾驾驾驾车！
开始做工了
时间不像以前那么充裕了
而且也要开始学车了
很好！可以自己握方向盘到处跑！XD
昨天跟他出去吃pizzahut
他拿薪水后请的第一餐
超~~~~~~~~~~久没有吃了
蘑菇汤没有蘑菇
pizza的味道跟以前不一样
去吃的时候
碰到在做工的Nadhirah
她说pizza要起价了 1月4日生效
真是hengcai~~昨晚就去吃掉了~~哈哈哈~~
染了头毛
颜色不上
SHIT!
我的头毛有很黑咩??
明明都有一点点褐色嘛
为什么上不到??
F***
最近忽然发现
大姐跟爸爸不一样
爸爸喜欢没有放糖的kopi-o
大姐喜欢放很多糖的kopi-o
大姐说 不然为什么会说是私生的 XD
我要驾驾驾驾驾驾车！
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