虚脱

终于
去完云顶回来了
晚上的时候很爽
一大班人躲在房间讲话
靠在他身上大笑
超温暖   比家人还温暖

那我为什么还要虚脱？
我也不知道
只知道现在很累很累
很想睡觉
睡很久很久的觉
希望醒来了就没事了

昨晚
不知道为什么会带着很激动的心情入睡
心跳很快   很快
我到底在烦恼什么？



Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.
But I keep finding trouble trouble and made myself troubled

Many outsmart me
It was never me that outsmart the others
Now only I realized how childish my thoughts were
I'm not a brilliant kid
But I have my own thoughts
And people push aside every thoughts I have
Obstructions made me weaker and weaker
Made me nearly defenseless
Made me lost track of what I've wanted
Made me easily influenced by others
No one ever listens
No one ever know what is on my mind
Even the one that is closest to me
In everything

My journey is mine to complete
Those17 years I lived on will not be made into farce
My years of adolescence passed physically but not mentally
Plans are what I need
I must be more mentally matured
And that will be what I need
For now, and for my future.

CROSSROADS IN LIVES DOES NOT GO BY TRAFFIC LIGHTS.