Thursday, January 13, 2011

Undo

So, he's single?
Wow.
I'm t-o-t-a-l-l-y speechless
Then what am I?
What is she?
Okay
I have nothing to say
Single is good, eh?
LOL


"你在后面就好了...不用陪我了..."
A message I saw only when I turned on my mobile phone
(Stupid battery >.<)
My battery was flat since we reached KL
What can I say??
I never knew about the message


Did I do anything wrong?
I hate the look in your eyes
There's disgust in it
Like you never ever wanted to see me again


I hate myself for learning psychology on my own
Now I know every kind of expressions you made towards me
Hahaha~~
Dug my own grave I see??
A right path I choose to learn psychology?
HA!



Justin Rice.
伟大的英雄
为了保护弟弟而放弃自己的生存机会
希望你在天堂能过得很好。

Monday, January 10, 2011

虚脱

终于
去完云顶回来了
晚上的时候很爽
一大班人躲在房间讲话
靠在他身上大笑
超温暖   比家人还温暖

那我为什么还要虚脱?
我也不知道
只知道现在很累很累
很想睡觉
睡很久很久的觉
希望醒来了就没事了

昨晚
不知道为什么会带着很激动的心情入睡
心跳很快   很快
我到底在烦恼什么?



Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.
But I keep finding trouble trouble and made myself troubled

Many outsmart me
It was never me that outsmart the others
Now only I realized how childish my thoughts were
I'm not a brilliant kid
But I have my own thoughts
And people push aside every thoughts I have
Obstructions made me weaker and weaker
Made me nearly defenseless
Made me lost track of what I've wanted
Made me easily influenced by others
No one ever listens
No one ever know what is on my mind
Even the one that is closest to me
In everything

My journey is mine to complete
Those17 years I lived on will not be made into farce
My years of adolescence passed physically but not mentally
Plans are what I need
I must be more mentally matured
And that will be what I need
For now, and for my future.

CROSSROADS IN LIVES DOES NOT GO BY TRAFFIC LIGHTS.

Friday, January 7, 2011

疙瘩

一直觉得我跟他之间有一个疙瘩 是我的错觉吗?


真的很希望可以光明正大的做每件事
有那么困难吗?


想好好地把心里的话说出来
有人愿意听吗?


心里面承受的压力越来越大
有人帮忙支撑吗?


死了很多脑细胞的一天

我离精神崩溃越来越靠近了吧?


累了...
很想撞墙...
很久没有看过自己的拳头红红了...
呵呵呵...又在做白痴了...


以前的我是一个大傻瓜...
现在还是一样吗...?


在大人眼里是一个长不大的小孩
在情人眼里是一个不守信用的人
所以总结起来
我在大家眼里......是废物吧?









很怀念在学校读书的日子..............

Sunday, January 2, 2011

时间

没空没空没空!
开始做工了
时间不像以前那么充裕了
而且也要开始学车了
很好!可以自己握方向盘到处跑!XD


昨天跟他出去吃pizzahut
他拿薪水后请的第一餐
超~~~~~~~~~~久没有吃了
蘑菇汤没有蘑菇
pizza的味道跟以前不一样
去吃的时候
碰到在做工的Nadhirah
她说pizza要起价了 1月4日生效
真是hengcai~~昨晚就去吃掉了~~哈哈哈~~


染了头毛
颜色不上
SHIT!
我的头毛有很黑咩??
明明都有一点点褐色嘛
为什么上不到??
F***


最近忽然发现
大姐跟爸爸不一样
爸爸喜欢没有放糖的kopi-o
大姐喜欢放很多糖的kopi-o
大姐说 不然为什么会说是私生的 XD


我要驾驾驾驾驾驾车!