2月28号
我的死期终于要到了
以后的路怎么走
就看这次的成绩了
感觉上
一定是死到很惨
可是没办法
该面对的还是得面对
就算死定了
也要坦然面对
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又回到他的身边了
他很开心
我也是
突然间
所有的烦恼都不见了
心情也变好了
可能这就是我应该做的选择
他不是坏蛋
只是很多人都不了解他
可是
我了解就够了 ^^
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学车学车
今天状态不错
虽然又开始死火了
可是我的状况真的比之前好很多了
3月4号就要考车了
真的要保佑
一定要过
如果不过的话...............
啊~~~~~不过的话再说吧
我只知道
我一定会被骂死 =.=
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Oh Na Na
Oh Na Na What's My Name
Oh Na Na What's My Name
不错好听 976一直在播 XDD
真的要开始习惯一天写一次了
懒惰写在书本了
浪费墨水浪费纸张
还是写在部落格比较环保
有一种要生病要生病的感觉
整个人显显的
听老妈说
想去医院住一天做一次全身检查
听起来不错
我想我可以跟她一起去
对自己的身体状况更了解一些
长大了
要开始新生活了
朋友们不是去读书了，就是在做工了
我呢，却躲在家里摇脚
成绩又不确定是几时出来
嗨...............................
我到底应该做什么呢?
话说，我家老妈子不知道去哪里听说了
新加坡警察的工作
一直要我去申请找资料
虽然薪水跟福利是很好
可是.....................真的没有什么兴趣 @@
可是再回头想一想
如果真的存到钱了，我就可以跟人合资开店了
（虽然不知道还成不成，听某人的口气很像是势在必行 = =）
我的妈呀!!! 混乱中!!!
想做知识分子，还是当自己的老板..............???????????????????
我看还是找个人嫁了算了 >.<""
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该不该重新再来呢....?
他真的取消掉了
也开口了
他的以牙还牙
真的伤得我好重
他那时....真的也有跟我一样的心情吗?
我承认
他对我来说是一个很重要的存在
我没有办法离开他
可是.....我在他心里也是这样吗?
现在
谁的话我都不听了
我会跟着自己的感觉走
就算爸爸妈妈有多不喜欢，有多不认同
我也会坚持自己的想法!
你!
姓许的家伙!
你休想把我甩开了!
我要死死的赖着你! XPPPPPP
Oh Na Na What's My Name
不错好听 976一直在播 XDD
真的要开始习惯一天写一次了
懒惰写在书本了
浪费墨水浪费纸张
还是写在部落格比较环保
有一种要生病要生病的感觉
整个人显显的
听老妈说
想去医院住一天做一次全身检查
听起来不错
我想我可以跟她一起去
对自己的身体状况更了解一些
长大了
要开始新生活了
朋友们不是去读书了，就是在做工了
我呢，却躲在家里摇脚
成绩又不确定是几时出来
嗨...............................
我到底应该做什么呢?
话说，我家老妈子不知道去哪里听说了
新加坡警察的工作
一直要我去申请找资料
虽然薪水跟福利是很好
可是.....................真的没有什么兴趣 @@
可是再回头想一想
如果真的存到钱了，我就可以跟人合资开店了
（虽然不知道还成不成，听某人的口气很像是势在必行 = =）
我的妈呀!!! 混乱中!!!
想做知识分子，还是当自己的老板..............???????????????????
我看还是找个人嫁了算了 >.<""
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该不该重新再来呢....?
他真的取消掉了
也开口了
他的以牙还牙
真的伤得我好重
他那时....真的也有跟我一样的心情吗?
我承认
他对我来说是一个很重要的存在
我没有办法离开他
可是.....我在他心里也是这样吗?
现在
谁的话我都不听了
我会跟着自己的感觉走
就算爸爸妈妈有多不喜欢，有多不认同
我也会坚持自己的想法!
你!
姓许的家伙!
你休想把我甩开了!
我要死死的赖着你! XPPPPPP
Monday, February 21, 2011
Poker Face
凌晨12点多，海边的路灯
第一次跟朋友出门出到酱晚
朋友，下次要出门出到迟迟的话
请约在礼拜天 XDD
很懒惰用英语写
现在处于不想用脑的状态
要在Moon里面睡觉的话
有穿冷衣就万无一失了
想要喉咙沙哑的话
点一首可以标高音的歌来唱就好了
想要回忆自己心里的伤痛的话
就点一首歌词很贴切的歌来唱
一定要在暗暗的地方唱
别人才看不到你的眼泪
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早上，第一次急急忙忙出门
学车的Uncle很奇怪勒
讲十二点学
十一点半就来载了
害我用时速（呃.....不知道多少 >.<）冲去换衣刷牙
OMG..........
而且!
第一次！
没有死到半次火~~~!
Yes~~~!!!! XPPPP
（我今天也太多第一次了吧 =.=）
学好要回去的时候
一辆很熟悉的车，挂着很熟悉的车牌
从我眼前飞过（你没有看错，是飞过 @@）
傻眼，心震了一下，也差点死火
完全没想过会在学车的时候看到他
话说，他教了我很多有用的东西
我也有学以致用
所以才不会一直死火
感谢，感谢，在感谢
有机会的话
会陪你喝酒的
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看着fb，心又碎掉一大半
哈哈哈~~或许，我就是那个坏女人吧
找到好女人了~恭喜哦 ^^
我看我根本不需要别人来安慰
自己安慰自己
可能还有效一点
哭出来的时候也畅快一点
我要坚强，不要懦弱
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朋友，谢谢你肯借我你的肩膀让我靠
我会善用你的肩膀的~~啦啦啦啦
补偿的事情
就算了吧 XPPPP
有些事情，只要有心就好了~
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“^^”
这个符号
本来只打算用在跟你写信息的时候
现在，应该不需要了吧...
天空突然一片辽阔 原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界 过新的生活。
Sunday, February 20, 2011
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Perhaps it's time for me to stop dreaming
Time to know where I'm standing
And not waste the tears I shed last night
A heavy night last night
Found out some unbelievable truth
But only from my own side of view
Never intended to ask him anymore
'Cause it's not important
He wouldn't tell even if I asked
Some words are not intended for me
But I always thought it did
Maybe I'm the obstruction
But I misunderstood her as the obstruction
Hahahahahahaha~~~~What a Fool I've been the whole time!!
That night
Everything is just like always
Remembered every single touch
And I missed that feeling
Didn't even know since when I started missing it
Loved the gentle touch of your big palms
But gentler to another.....maybe.....
Can see that
He still can't forget about her
He cared about her too much
He missed her
He wanted to get back to her
And I'm just a replacement
Well, I can only say
She won, I lost
In a fight I will never win from the beginning
Described LOVE as a fight
Wow..I'm really been hurt thoroughly is it?
Quote of the day :
Love is a high class game that I will never afford to play.
Time to know where I'm standing
And not waste the tears I shed last night
A heavy night last night
Found out some unbelievable truth
But only from my own side of view
Never intended to ask him anymore
'Cause it's not important
He wouldn't tell even if I asked
Some words are not intended for me
But I always thought it did
Maybe I'm the obstruction
But I misunderstood her as the obstruction
Hahahahahahaha~~~~What a Fool I've been the whole time!!
That night
Everything is just like always
Remembered every single touch
And I missed that feeling
Didn't even know since when I started missing it
Loved the gentle touch of your big palms
But gentler to another.....maybe.....
Can see that
He still can't forget about her
He cared about her too much
He missed her
He wanted to get back to her
And I'm just a replacement
Well, I can only say
She won, I lost
In a fight I will never win from the beginning
Described LOVE as a fight
Wow..I'm really been hurt thoroughly is it?
Quote of the day :
Love is a high class game that I will never afford to play.
Friday, February 18, 2011
+++
Fucking damn pissed off right now...
What the hell is going on???
Why are there so many damn fakers and bullshitters around me...
Are you telling me,
that the world cannot survive without fakers and bullshitters all over it?
Stop faking around and be a nice guy in front of me
I know what you are up to
And I will be damned honored to play with you in this drama
I don't care what you are planning behind this thing
I just wanna know why is that you wanna do that
And by the way
So what if I made it happened?
You were not there
And do I need your permission to do what I want?
I thought you agreed to it
And I'm furious that you REALLY agreed to it
Okay, I admit I did it intentionally
Because you disregard me
And give me up (literally) to others without even asking me
And made up your mind on your own
Am I such a cheap woman in your eyes?
If I see you right now
I swear I will knock out some senses out of you
With every method I can do
So pissed off right now till I can't breathe...
And one thing
Did you lie to me again?
You're outside
How to be dizzy when you are outside with your friends?
Don't suppose you come out with your friends to cure your dizziness
Hmm???
Am I a douche in your eyes?
What are the damn hell things I told you that night?
It was because that we keep things behind ourselves
And never tried to tell each other our thoughts
That's why we end up this way
And now you are still trying to keep something from me
I know I have no place to ask you to spit out everything you kept from me
But I don't feel good with all those secrecy in you
Is it that I'm still not good enough for you to talk to
Or I don't have that privilege to know what you are thinking?
Dude
Make up some sense in you will you?
I know your issues
But it's not the time to be childish right now
I need to know what you're thinking
And you need to know mine......
Perhaps I'm talking to nothing this minute...
But I still hope you understand...
Some thoughts popped up in me recently
Keeping my mind working like bees...
Busy busy busy~~
Interior Design / Psychology / Business Management?
Keeping out of Psy right now
And Business is not my cup of tea
Thinking that Interior might be what I need
And it will be good head start for what I'm gonna do
A good pay will come in too if I did it well enough
And I will be designing people's dream houses
Dream offices, dream shops
And finally my own home, my own shop....
Need a minor..
But can I cope it?
The major is quite heavy now...
A minor will bring more burden...
There's a need to reconsider...
Hmmm....
Lots of planning to do
To be what I wanna be
To roam free in the outside world by my own
A sturdy dream to fulfill
By the tones of my parents
It seemed to me that they agree to let me go far
A new environment will be just what I need
And know what?
I can be a bookworm for my whole life if it really happens
WooHoo~~!
Quote of the day :
Life is like a dream
Hold it firmly in your palms
And you will get what you want eventually and surely.
What the hell is going on???
Why are there so many damn fakers and bullshitters around me...
Are you telling me,
that the world cannot survive without fakers and bullshitters all over it?
Stop faking around and be a nice guy in front of me
I know what you are up to
And I will be damned honored to play with you in this drama
I don't care what you are planning behind this thing
I just wanna know why is that you wanna do that
And by the way
So what if I made it happened?
You were not there
And do I need your permission to do what I want?
I thought you agreed to it
And I'm furious that you REALLY agreed to it
Okay, I admit I did it intentionally
Because you disregard me
And give me up (literally) to others without even asking me
And made up your mind on your own
Am I such a cheap woman in your eyes?
If I see you right now
I swear I will knock out some senses out of you
With every method I can do
So pissed off right now till I can't breathe...
And one thing
Did you lie to me again?
You're outside
How to be dizzy when you are outside with your friends?
Don't suppose you come out with your friends to cure your dizziness
Hmm???
Am I a douche in your eyes?
What are the damn hell things I told you that night?
It was because that we keep things behind ourselves
And never tried to tell each other our thoughts
That's why we end up this way
And now you are still trying to keep something from me
I know I have no place to ask you to spit out everything you kept from me
But I don't feel good with all those secrecy in you
Is it that I'm still not good enough for you to talk to
Or I don't have that privilege to know what you are thinking?
Dude
Make up some sense in you will you?
I know your issues
But it's not the time to be childish right now
I need to know what you're thinking
And you need to know mine......
Perhaps I'm talking to nothing this minute...
But I still hope you understand...
Some thoughts popped up in me recently
Keeping my mind working like bees...
Busy busy busy~~
Interior Design / Psychology / Business Management?
Keeping out of Psy right now
And Business is not my cup of tea
Thinking that Interior might be what I need
And it will be good head start for what I'm gonna do
A good pay will come in too if I did it well enough
And I will be designing people's dream houses
Dream offices, dream shops
And finally my own home, my own shop....
Need a minor..
But can I cope it?
The major is quite heavy now...
A minor will bring more burden...
There's a need to reconsider...
Hmmm....
Lots of planning to do
To be what I wanna be
To roam free in the outside world by my own
A sturdy dream to fulfill
By the tones of my parents
It seemed to me that they agree to let me go far
A new environment will be just what I need
And know what?
I can be a bookworm for my whole life if it really happens
WooHoo~~!
Quote of the day :
Life is like a dream
Hold it firmly in your palms
And you will get what you want eventually and surely.
Friday, February 11, 2011
First Time
First time
I opened my PPS and didn't know what show to watch
First time
I opened my Kuwo and didn't know what song to listen to
First time
I opened my Facebook and swear the "f" word with shortcut English
First time
That I ever felt so cheated in my life
First time
I'm too shocked and gagged by my mouth
First time
Felt a heart throbbing pain I never encounter before
First time
Losing trust to someone who I depended on for a long time
First time
Giving up someone to another
First time
Meeting someone who changed my whole perspective towards life
First time
Ignoring someone so cruelly
First time
Losing confidence in everyone
Hell loads of "First times"
How many first times did I gave out since that day I decided
"You are THE ONE I will marry when I grow up" ?
(And hell you know this fact all along)
Why?
I'm asking WHY?
WHY did you hurt me again and again and again...??
I know
You forgot what you've promised me
You destroyed this whole thing with your own hands
The fact is not important anymore
Everything I listened is not important anymore
Repentance is what you should have right now
My heart is dead
And so should yours
You brought this upon yourself
And you made me feel like a sinner in front of her
Dammit!!
Today's quote:
We should move forward when we fell down
Not standing on the same spot where we fell
I opened my PPS and didn't know what show to watch
First time
I opened my Kuwo and didn't know what song to listen to
First time
I opened my Facebook and swear the "f" word with shortcut English
First time
That I ever felt so cheated in my life
First time
I'm too shocked and gagged by my mouth
First time
Felt a heart throbbing pain I never encounter before
First time
Losing trust to someone who I depended on for a long time
First time
Giving up someone to another
First time
Meeting someone who changed my whole perspective towards life
First time
Ignoring someone so cruelly
First time
Losing confidence in everyone
Hell loads of "First times"
How many first times did I gave out since that day I decided
"You are THE ONE I will marry when I grow up" ?
(And hell you know this fact all along)
Why?
I'm asking WHY?
WHY did you hurt me again and again and again...??
I know
You forgot what you've promised me
You destroyed this whole thing with your own hands
The fact is not important anymore
Everything I listened is not important anymore
Repentance is what you should have right now
My heart is dead
And so should yours
You brought this upon yourself
And you made me feel like a sinner in front of her
Dammit!!
Today's quote:
We should move forward when we fell down
Not standing on the same spot where we fell
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