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Perhaps it's time for me to stop dreaming
Time to know where I'm standing
And not waste the tears I shed last night

A heavy night last night
Found out some unbelievable truth
But only from my own side of view
Never intended to ask him anymore
'Cause it's not important
He wouldn't tell even if I asked
Some words are not intended for me
But I always thought it did
Maybe I'm the obstruction
But I misunderstood her as the obstruction
Hahahahahahaha~~~~What a Fool I've been the whole time!!

That night
Everything is just like always
Remembered every single touch
And I missed that feeling
Didn't even know since when I started missing it
Loved the gentle touch of your big palms
But gentler to another.....maybe.....

Can see that
He still can't forget about her
He cared about her too much
He missed her
He wanted to get back to her
And I'm just a replacement

Well, I can only say
She won, I lost
In a fight I will never win from the beginning

Described LOVE as a fight
Wow..I'm really been hurt thoroughly is it?

Quote of the day :
Love is a high class game that I will never afford to play.